Strange Days

This guy dies and no one notices for two years. What the hell? Seems they thought he had gone on vacation or traveling. All of his bill were paid automatically. That's where this damn computer age gets us....Your DEAD and everyone thinks your alive cause your bills get paid automatically.

I wonder sometimes, I mean..I have Joe and my sister. But I don't really have any friends. I have a very small handful of people who I like and I keep in contact with. I guess they would be considered friends, but we don't "hang out", talk every day (or even every week), we don't do things together...Just email here and there or and occasional IM. I'm a bit of a hermit..I like solitary things...Reading, writing, computers, painting, photography. People talk too much. Or they talk about bullshit...Yeah that's really what it is. Gossip, backstabbing, trivial shit. It irritates me, and I turn inwards.

I don't want to grow old and be "that" lady...The one who wears her housecoat out to the sidewalk to get the paper, who wears stocking with her sandals, has 4 or 5 cats (that she feeds, and three more that live with her)....Or GOD FORBID one of the old ladies you see on cam in the paltalk or yahoo chatrooms in their saggy bra trying to entice a male (ANY male...Please God).

Ok, I need more friends.