Hi :o)
I know...don't even say it....I know....
I could make up a ton of reasons, but it's still no excuse for not writing in so long. The main reason/excuse is that I got an online "job" and whenever i'm online, I feel like I have to be there working working working, or i'm not making money so I'm there, working and not putting time to anything else online. I know, sucks...blame me being away on being broke, lol.
So here's a lil lowdown.
1. My brother is doing good. He moved in with his girlfriend, which in any other case I would say is waaay too soon, but in his case it's probably what he needs to stay stable. So im not mad about it. He still has a job, which is a miricle and amazing. I hope he keeps it up.
2 My horse, Kate died. I was fucked up for quite a while behind that, to put it blankly. I cried my heart out. Our stallion tried to mount her in the pasture and they fought and a nail from his shoe came lose and cut her in the side. We called a vet, did everything we could but a week later she was dead. She left a 3 mo old colt, the colt was going nuts, pulling on her mothers halter trying to make her get up. It was heart breaking, and no one could say anything to me, I sat in the bathroom and cried for an hour straight. I loved that horse. People say that horses are like dogs, but I disagree, it's more like having a mute child, they are so intelligent yet they can't speak. They do find other ways of communicating what they want. I used to go out in the pasture in the dark at night, and reach up and wrap my hands around her neck and she would put her nose in my neck and we would stand there and just....breathe. I'll miss her, I loved her so much.
3. My laptop died. Another reason why I havent been on as much. Why didnt you souther folk tell me about the lightining down here in the south?!?! I lost everything...its disgusting how much stuff I lost. and just think, all I had to do was back it up. I'm such a dumbass.
4. we have a puppy. Jessica found it wandering and convinced us to take it in.....how could you resist that cutesy wootsey adorable face??...oh yeah, and the puppy was cute too. Ha
I'll be back. :D
I could make up a ton of reasons, but it's still no excuse for not writing in so long. The main reason/excuse is that I got an online "job" and whenever i'm online, I feel like I have to be there working working working, or i'm not making money so I'm there, working and not putting time to anything else online. I know, sucks...blame me being away on being broke, lol.
So here's a lil lowdown.
1. My brother is doing good. He moved in with his girlfriend, which in any other case I would say is waaay too soon, but in his case it's probably what he needs to stay stable. So im not mad about it. He still has a job, which is a miricle and amazing. I hope he keeps it up.
2 My horse, Kate died. I was fucked up for quite a while behind that, to put it blankly. I cried my heart out. Our stallion tried to mount her in the pasture and they fought and a nail from his shoe came lose and cut her in the side. We called a vet, did everything we could but a week later she was dead. She left a 3 mo old colt, the colt was going nuts, pulling on her mothers halter trying to make her get up. It was heart breaking, and no one could say anything to me, I sat in the bathroom and cried for an hour straight. I loved that horse. People say that horses are like dogs, but I disagree, it's more like having a mute child, they are so intelligent yet they can't speak. They do find other ways of communicating what they want. I used to go out in the pasture in the dark at night, and reach up and wrap my hands around her neck and she would put her nose in my neck and we would stand there and just....breathe. I'll miss her, I loved her so much.
3. My laptop died. Another reason why I havent been on as much. Why didnt you souther folk tell me about the lightining down here in the south?!?! I lost everything...its disgusting how much stuff I lost. and just think, all I had to do was back it up. I'm such a dumbass.
4. we have a puppy. Jessica found it wandering and convinced us to take it in.....how could you resist that cutesy wootsey adorable face??...oh yeah, and the puppy was cute too. Ha
I'll be back. :D
Cutest picture I've seen in a while...I missed you, and I'm really sorry about your horse. Stupid God.
Hope you feel better
JV
*trying not to scream*
Posted by
Mr. Death |
5:58 PM EDT
I didn't know you had a horse!! :) Sorry to hear about that......isn't it amazing that tragedy in all it's forms can STILL affect you the way it does? It just means that you know how to......live! I hope all is well, and look forward to more of your posts!! :)
Posted by
NoRib |
10:30 PM EDT